No I did not take it you were being mean, for me at the moment I’m so new to everything & watching so many YouTube videos & all the different opinions ,im just looking at everything, but I am making progress with my Guitar teacher , getting a guitar teacher is my best decision so far
I echo @sundayguitar. I also use the Blackstar Fly. Great little travel amp. Sounds good (within reason) and batteries last for ages.You can also use it as a speaker for your phone with an aux cable so can play along with audio or use it as a portable music speaker on it's own.
I have mine at work for when the inspiration strikes...
I don't know how small or big you can go, but for a travel amp, this one is my favorite. And not only mine's!
https://thmn.to/thoprod/350399?offid=1&affid=1771
Now, if you want something bigger, that's another story.